Maybe it's due to the lack of (or actually, its zero) competition, but John Guk has emerged as Kenny's Best Friend of the Year.
Remember John Guk?? The really vain chap whom I once said," I swear if someone breaks into your house, you would go put on your flashiest shirt, style your hair for 30 bloody minutes, check your smile in the mirror for that one last time and tie up your stupid shoelaces before tackling the intruder."
Yup. That's John for you. But he has been a really great pal for the past few years, especially in recent weeks, taking time off his busy Sunday schedule of doing nothing to help me with my school video production.
And on early Wednesday morning, 3am to be precise, he called to ask if I was o-k-a-y.
Apparently he read my previous blog entry and he thought that I was depressed and was going to quit school and go abroad.
No no no!! Oh my God. haha.. Haiya, did I sound that depressive??
Well, what I really meant was that I wanted to go on a holiday. hahaha. Or an exchange programme. And I just felt that I was not as passionate about my school work as I ought to be.
Sometimes I feel like a styrofoam toy plane. Launched into the air with so much force, pieces of the looser parts fly off whilst the main body continues to be hurled throught the air without wings.
And as Mitch Albom wrote in Tuesdays with Morrie, "So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."
I need a purpose. Or maybe a life. =)
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And oh, Model-To-Be (MTB) actually complimented me on my driving on Thursday. She left a little note on my windscreen which said "Parking Fine. Baaahhh!!!". So that was nice.
And I cajoled (not much persuasion needed) MTB to skip her project meeting to go catch a movie, grab a bite ( she grabbed more than a few BITEs..) and visit the infamous Carpark H of East Coast Park. (sighzz.. It is not her FIRST time there!! hahaha) and no lar, we were there to look around only. =)
And we somehow ended up at my old home in Bedok. Sitting on the playground swing, looking at the stars and talking for what may have been several months.
I had a great time last night.
I liked Model-To-Be. I liked spending time with her.
She made me laugh alot. I made her laugh sometimes.
AND...In her very own words, she is going to be "a FHM bikini model!!!"
*Stiffers laughter*
Kennyster @
3:12 AM
The Unpretty
Kenny Loh
23
Formerly from Dunman High, VJC and formerly a proud member of the 2SIR 11th mono Alpha Company Apache warriors.
Currenly a 3rd year student at the Singapore Management University.
I'm into books, pool, soccer & conversation (by day), justice, honour & vengeance (by night).
Constantly on the lookout for crimelords, deformed megalomaniacs and women.
