I shd be boogie-ing with my friends at Mdm Wong or at Double O' now.
I shd be getting myself stone drunk, losing all my inhibitions.
Yet i'm sitting here, staring at the computer screen in my room, with a cup of hot coffee by my side, thinking of wat to write today.
"Oh creativity, where have thine glorious bounties gone??"
haha. Am i a blog addict?
Perhaps.
I have been blogging for about 3 months now and all in all, it had been lots of fun. I think that i'm filling a v.impt need in my life --- a need to create.
O K A Y, so its not a painting, or a book, or a poem, or even something remotely redeeming on some social level , but i think im creating some kind if art through my written thoughs, through the images i insert on my page ( although most mysteriously dont load anyway.. bleah ), and though the songs i play. More importantly, this blog has become one of my most self-indulgent items, serving as a sounding board ( ie: a place to bitch-all-i-want ) *grinz*
Some people like to keep their blogs private. I dont think i intend or want to keep mine private. Maybe its a cry for sympathy or something, or im just simply letting out my exhibitionist tendencies since im removed from the face to face interaction process of everyday life. I mean, i can say anything without the slightest fear of an consequences. In my own blog world, i rule! ( how cool is dat?! ) . And the worst thing that cld happen to me is that my friends will message me saying "you're nuts" or that i have "nothing better to do". haha
But what makes my day is when someone links me, especially when its unknown to me that they are doing it, because it means that they have stumbled onto my page through some means and have actually come to like it enough to give it some sort of seal of approval. That really makes me feel flattered. *grinz*
NOTE: i noe i dont have any buddy links and its not because i dont like any other blog pages. Its simply because i just dont have any fucking idea how to insert it rite.. haha. OKAY, dont roll your eyes and look at me as if im the dimmest person u have ever met...bleah
Kennyster @
3:35 AM
The Unpretty
Kenny Loh
23
Formerly from Dunman High, VJC and formerly a proud member of the 2SIR 11th mono Alpha Company Apache warriors.
Currenly a 3rd year student at the Singapore Management University.
I'm into books, pool, soccer & conversation (by day), justice, honour & vengeance (by night).
Constantly on the lookout for crimelords, deformed megalomaniacs and women.
